I'm so sorry that I'm using dA as a journal. I will post deviations promise.

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Hmmm.. Right when they say "Love conquers all.", you agree with it? It doesn't Many may disagree but hell, it's only true in fairy tales.

SO. Here, I blab and blab.

20 things to admit

1.) I loved him. Emphasis on the "D" on the word "Loved"
2.) I though we were going to be forever. Seriously. Because that's what I wanted.
3.) For the first few days after THAT, I was in a wreck.
4.) I was papansin to him.
5.) I WANTED to die because I found out he was courting another girl.
6.) I was jealous of that girl.
7.) I thought my life would end there.
8.) I fell down the stairs That isn't the worst part. My so-called "best friend" YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE did something that made me look even more desperate for him. Need explanation? Ask me personally.
9.) Because of this oh-so-painful heartbreak, I wasn't able to sleep for 3 days straight. May 8,9 and 10.
10.) I cried myself to sleep.
11.) No, I lied about #10. I cried until the sun came up.
12.) Another, I wasn't able to eat properly ever since May 2. I might be able to eat properly later at dinner.
13.) I wanted to blackmail him, but I'm not that kind of person.
14.) I wanted a boy for a rebound.
15.) Yes, I'm evil.
16.) He's more evil. I promise.
17.) Even if he's that evil, I forgive him.
18.) I am hungry.
19.) So I went downstairs to get food.
20.) And finally, I can't think of anything else to put here. So, it ends here.

So that's about it. I'm glad it's over.